As the road narrows and the canyon walls rise, something subtle happens inside us. The noise quiets. The burdens loosen. Perspective shifts.
It feels like threading a needleāleaving one reality behind and entering another.
Jesus once said,
āIt is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.ā (Matthew 19:23ā24)
Not because wealth is evilābut because letting go of our assumed reality is hard. It feels risky.
Entering 2026
We celebrated the end of 2025 in the Interior of British Columbiaā nine adults, three babies, three big house dogs, and two small cabins.
Now, suddenly, I’m preparing to return to Brazil this month! Iām trying to share one last (and sometimes first) coffee or meal with as many people as possible. Iāll be with Deanna daily during her radiation treatment, but that still leaves time to meet with people.
Strangely, we now feel more equipped for missionary life than everānot because our bodies are stronger, but because our discernment is clearer. Weāve learned how to get past some tough places on the trail toward planting churches and community transformation.
Iām especially eager this month, January 2026, to connect with people who feel drawn to partner with us in prayer, giving, and encouragement as we continue working toward church-planting movements. We each have a reason for being alive now. Letās lean into itāand see how far faith, obedience, and community can take us.
After the privilege of 66 days in intensive and hospital care with our premature grandbabies, we thought we were finally returning to rhythmāBrazil, Portugal, ministry travel, momentum. Flights booked. Calendars filling.
Then April came. And with it, Deannaās cancer diagnosis.
We dropped everything. Flew back to Canada. Entered a different kind of fogāone that smelled like hospital antiseptic instead of Amazon humidity.
The Art of Not Knowing
So whatās our plan for 2026?
Here it is, in full:
Get up every morning. Follow the Lord all day. Be servant leaders.
Thatās it. Thatās the plan.
Each morning, I thank God in advanceāfor every conversation, every interruption, every unseen mercy.
Yes, there are shapes on the horizon. Deanna is through the worst of treatment (thank You, Lord), and the prognosis is good. I have a one-way ticket to return to Brazil ahead of her, as a temporary measure. Deanna needs to remain in British Columbia for ongoing targeted therapyāextraordinarily effective, extraordinarily expensive, and graciously covered by the BC medical system. If all goes well, that chapter will close in late May.
There are invitations: ā A global missions conference in Texas in February ā A church-planting exploration trip in Portugal in March ā A Vineyard South America gathering in SĆ£o Paulo in June
But the lesson remains:
āThe heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps.ā (Proverbs 16:9)
Just Getting Started
People sometimes ask when I plan to retire.
I smile.
Honestly? I feel like Iām just getting started.
Iām sixty-four. Iām healthy. And Iām more zealous than I was at thirty. I’m doing what I love.
What thirty years have given me is perspective. I can now see clearer pathways forward for pastors, church planters, and movement leaders than I ever could while learning the ropes.
I once told people, half-joking, āMy real lifeās work might begin at sixty.ā I fully believe it now.
And hereās the surprise: I love writing.
What once paralyzed me now feels like worship. Writing travels with meāto MarabĆ”, to Portugal, to wherever God sends us. No stage required. Just a laptop, coffee, and the stories God keeps telling.
Still Learning in the Fog
The fog hasnāt lifted. And maybe itās not supposed to.
Deanna must remain physically present in BC for at least 185 days each year. That still leaves six months a year for her to travel, and possibly a few extra weeks before and after each trip for me. The road ahead is still partially hidden. One thing feels right: the future is bright. God has been preparing us for a purpose.
And Iām learning this: the fog is not the enemy. The fog is where faith lives.
When we can see the whole road, trust is optional. When only the next step is visible, every morning becomes an act of worship.
Get up. Follow the Lord all day. Be a servant.
The oldest plan in the Book.
Questions for Reflection
What plans have you held tightlyāonly to watch God gently redirect them?
Have you ever felt ātoo oldā or āpast your primeā for what God might still be inviting you into?
What would change if tomorrow you woke with just one plan: follow the Lord all day?
Psalms 1 & 2: A Dual Gateway
In studying the Psalms, Iāve come to see something beautiful.
Psalm 1 is about personal formationāa person rooted like a tree by streams of water. Psalm 2 is about cosmic formationāGodās anointed King healing nations.
God starts with one personābut He never stops there. Heās renovating the universe and invites us to join the construction crew.
The editors of the Psalms placed these two at the doorway on purpose. You canāt understand the Psalter without both personal righteousness and Messianic hope. Remove either, and the whole structure collapses.
A Suggested Meditation
Read Psalms 1 and 2 together. Work from the outside ināand then from the inside out.
Ask yourself: What if this reality felt more real than social media headlines? What if Psalm 2 shaped your imagination as much as the news cycle? Would Psalm 1 begin to matter more deeply?
Personal formation ā cosmic transformation. A blessed person ā a blessed community.
Deanna’s Journey to Healing
Deanna began radiation treatments on Friday, January 2.
This targeted therapy is designed to prevent recurrence, followed by continued treatments every three weeks until completing the full 17-session protocol.
Weāre deeply gratefulāfor skilled doctors, outstanding hospital attendants, modern medicine, and your prayers.
Prayer Requests
For Deannaās complete recovery
For the sale of the mission property in MarabĆ” (we have interest, but nothing signed yet)
For clarity, as we step into 2026, beginning with the Global Missions Conference in Texas later this month
A Word from Green Lake, BC
Click on the red arrow to see a one-minute video of Bella ice-bathing. Matt and Tim cut a hole in the 6-8-inch-thick ice with a chainsaw, and some of our group took a break from the wood-stove-heated hot tub to experience the extreme temperature change.
Bella and Tim watch the last sunset of 2025 from a wood-fire-heated hot tub.
Matt Wyllie grew up spending time here.
And Ellis, Olivia and Zackās boy, reminded us that wonder comes naturally to the young.
A Prayer
Lord who establishes our steps,
We make plans. We listen. And still, we grip too tightly.
Thank You for redirecting us, even when it hurts. Thank You for the fog that teaches us to trust. Thank You that we donāt need the whole road, only the knowledge of who walks with us.
Establish our steps today. Amen.
A Note from Rick & Deanna
Thank you for your prayers, your generosity, and your companionship through our missionary work, the ICU months, the cancer months, and whatever lies ahead.
We donāt take your partnership lightly. We have come a long way together.
And we believeāquietly, confidentlyāthat the most fruitful years of ministry still lie ahead.