āHe will tend His flock like a shepherd; He will gather the lambs in His arms…ā ā Isaiah 40:11
Some weeks, all you can do is breathe, pray, and take the next step. This has been one of those weeksāquiet momentous waiting, laced with hope, love, and a renewed awareness that God’s mercies really are new every morning.
Deanna, Lucy, and Paulāheld, loved, and healing.
š§” Deanna’s Journey to Health
š A Step Forward
We have good news.
When we arrived back in Canada, we didnāt know how long it would take for Deanna to be seen by the cancer clinicāespecially since weāre not yet in the BC Medical system. We expected delays.
But this week, the Abbotsford Cancer Clinic called.
Deanna has her first appointment on Wednesday, May 21, with the breast cancer team at Abbotsford Hospital. That phone call brought tears of relief. Once sheās officially in the system, weāll know more about the journey ahead.
Of course, weāre praying for the bestāthat the cancer is already gone. That God has healed her. But whatever comes, we know weāre not walking this road alone. One day at a time, with Him.
This week we visited our dear friends Jim and Vicky Nyssen. Jimās body may be slowing down, but his quiet strength is as steady as ever. Just by showing up, he encourages.
In 1992, we introduced Jim to Luke Huberāthe man who invited us to Brazil. Jim, Deannaās parents, and others from that season sowed deeply: through generosity, prayer, and belief in a vision not yet seen.
And those seeds? Theyāre still bearing fruitābaptisms, churches, transformed lives.
Jim proudly wears the seed ring Clenildo gave himācrafted from an Amazon seed, full of meaning.
Jim is still sowing. Still resting. Still trusting. In many ways, Deanna is on that same pathāwalking in faith, one quiet step at a time.
Legacy, friendship, and faith that lasts for decades.
š± These Lives Are Intertwined
Jim and Harold helped Ross build and export the airplane to Brazilāvital to our early mission years.
And Iza, the woman in the middle of the photo, was Deannaās closest friend during that time. Their bond was so deep, we gave Emma her name as a middle name. Over 30 years later, Iza is still in our lives.
Paul thinks walking in the forest with cool relatives is normal.
šļø Rest Isnāt Passive
Jesus taught us to pray:
āGive us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our sins, as we forgive those who sin against us.ā
Thatās active restātrusting God while doing what we can. Like the Israelites gathering manna: get enough for each day. No hoarding. No fear.
Deanna and I are rediscovering this rhythm. Most moments, on their own, are good. Itās regret or worry that robs us. But in the present momentāthere is joy. There is enough. There is God.
š¦ When Love Finds You Weary
Several iguanas live in the tall trees near our home. They stretch for tender leaves at the edge of the highest branches. But unlike monkeys, they canāt grip well. They slither awkwardly, and now and then, one crashes down through the branches, hitting the ground with a thud. They lie there stunnedāuntil they reorient and slowly begin the climb again.
Thatās the image that came to Deannaās mind when she received her diagnosis.
Overwhelmed. Disoriented. Weary.
But in that moment, God caught herānot as a taskmaster, but as a Shepherd. When she holds our grandchildren, she feels His healing. It is not her strength that carries her. It is His.
Sometimes you fall. God always catches you.
š Reflection Questions
What if the most healing thing you could do today is let yourself be held?
Where have you mistaken over-functioning for faithfulness?
š Prayer Points
Deanna ā Healing, peace, and favor with her care team
Clenildo, Angelita & Jhonatas ā Strength for their son battling cancer, and for their own health
You ā How can we pray for you? Just hit āReplyā
š± Living Today, Planting for Tomorrow
There are four ways to live:
Actively Resting in God ā Sowing, trusting, forgiving
Passively Agreeing ā Nodding yes, doing nothing
Living in Regret ā Longing to rewrite the past
Living in Anxiety ā Trying to control the future
Only the first leads to life.
So today:
May you enjoy the moments.
May you forgive and be forgiven.
May you gather your daily bread and give thanks.
And thenā In a stressed and anxious world, May you walk into the day with a glowing peace radiating at least three meters around you.